Difficult period...

Well.... i thought nothing could be worst.



on 15 June 2007 at about 7.30 pm, my old boss said goodbye to the office. i gave her a "thank you" card that filled with all my heart felt words... words that i cannot never say to her face to face without crying. anyway, i still end up in tears despite fighting hard to control them. we depart with a hug.



on 16 June 2007 at about 1 am, sent my parents to airport - they are going to china for holidays and will be away for 9 days. the night end off in thrills as roger drove my dad's car and sent the 3 Lees back home. we missed the highway exit that leads to Bedok and end up in Loyang. and mind you, we have a GPS on the car! and i wondered why the arrow kept pointing backwards - tt is opposite of the car's direction. so i asked for a U turn and after some guidance by the GPS again... peace was restored. managed to reach home, plus our car, in one piece.



on 19 June 2007 at about 9 am, sent Roger off to airport this time round. his family and i felt quite relaxed at the beginning, as if he is just away for days. we went for coffee, took some photos and walked around. it was until he walked towards the departure gate that the mood got intense. useless me... i end up in tears again. and like how you usu watch on tv, we hugged and he planted a kiss on my forehead. i cried even harder.



actually, i thought i will be hit quite badly when these events happen altogether. however, it seems like my life still goes on quite normally for this week... ppl thought i will be very depressed and i have given them loads of assurance that i'm really fine and cool about it. perhaps that is the wonders of my tears - it has the effect of removing sadness with them. and of cos, i would like to thank god for pulling me through this difficult period.