Can you keep a Secret?

Not that I’m too free to write a 2nd entry on the same day, but it’s really because I need to let out some of my thoughts inside me. Sad that it has to be an unpleasant one.

Sometimes, finding out a secret is terrible. Especially those that you can’t disclose the tiniest bits at all to anybody due to many complications. Now, you might ask and suspect wat is it. Don’t try to tempt me or anything. It won’t work. I won’t say it to anybody, including my bf. I can only say that it does not concern me but it sort of affected me quite badly. I always regard myself as a trustworthy person. I would only say it out if the person involved allows me to. Because, I know ppl hate betrayal. I’ve experienced it before, so I won’t want ppl to suffer this terrible emotion as well. But what am I supposed to do now actually? I dun really know… I just know that I step upon a secret which I’m not supposed to know. I can only say my curiosity kills me. And suddenly, the truth is larger than what I think and it just change my mood drastically. Right now, I’m actually more concerned about how this issue will affect our relationship. I hope not too much.

When I’m young, I used to think that sleeping is the solution to everything. It helps to dissolve and dilute all your problems. But of course, you still come back to the cruel reality when you wake up. So over the years, I slowly learnt to accept and face my problems. Not to say bravely and without difficulties, but at least I tried. ‘Stay Positive’ is what I told myself. Life is full of choices and you make the choice. Positive thinking is also important in helping you to make that right choice. So going back to that issue, I hope I face it with that same attitude and strength that I always know existed inside me. And of cos, with the help of God.

God Bless!