SAD...

roger went to shanghai!

actually i dun feel anything at first, since he'll be back next week. we talked for the last time on phone before he boarded the plane. i was emotionally alright until he said he had to switch off his phone already. suddenly, a drop of tear just stream down to my cheek. yes, it's silly. but i really can't help it. i controlled myself and calmly said goodbye. i blew my nose once i hung up the phone. i could really feel my face getting hot. and at this moment, my friend dropped by (i was working fyi).

"why at this moment?" i was muttering to myself. i tried to hide but too late. she saw it.

"are you crying?"

"hm... well... not actually. just dunno why my tears dropped."

My friend give me a smile, as if to say 'silly gal'. and encouraged me to cry my heart out if i really feel terrible. this made my face go hotter.

Seriously, i dunno why i cried. perhaps it's the first time we'll be separated for quite sometime. there'll be nobody to talk to me everynight. nobody to call me during lunch time. nobody to tell me lame jokes. or perhaps i've low EQ. hahah...